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| WTF..........so down......i just found out from the news that my friend was killed last saturday.......he was shot by some white ass mada fucker at J-town.............how could that shit happen???????????? why........why................................. | | |
| ..shit.....final in 2 hours...............omg | | |
| shit..so drunk right now.........just got home from Viva..... why the fuck everytime i go out to have fun i get bad news........well tonight.......i'm sure he's the one been stabing me from behide for all this time........i should'd known better....... i forgive him twice already .why the fuck he dont realize it...........he's reason why.no matter how hard i try,n how much i give up to gain the trust of another person fail.......... think agian......if this is some shit u didnt do.dont worry about........"hope god with u" coz i'm not the person u think u know at all......bitch.......every wound i recover makes me stronger...... kown u been doing good lately .......damn sure u didnt even see me at all......but......the war is on.......one more step on my tail.........u better pray god have mercy on u son fo a bitch......"wat u see n heard may not be the truth........find the truth behide it...... trust no one but yourheart......if cant even trust yourself why listen to other..........." i aint got nothing to lose..........you? lol! | | |
| day6,still sick....went to see the doc yesterday....wait there like 1hrn half........while waiting i cough the whole time maybe the air was too dirty coz the room was full of other sick ppl..........when was my turn to see the doc,he try to listen to my heart beat but i was coughing the whole time,so he had to sent me to another room n breath on pure oxygen for like30mins..........lucky for me ^_^the nurse that help me kinda pretty....after a while see the doc again.......he gave me a list of medicient to take each day.........the pills were alright,the shit that he want me to drink,really taste like shit.......i puke 2mins after i drank it.......n this morning,still feeling shitty......US doctor sucks......only care about the money.......anyway been missing work for 3days already n i didnt call the boss yersterday so......i went to the shop with mom today...n gave him the doc note........got damn........the shop is pack with cars n the weather been hot for the past few days.......all those thugs in there must have a "goodtime" while i'm gone........n the boss gave me an ugly face when i handed him the notes...........but therez nothin he can do..........i'm really sick......after that went to CTown tosee a chinese doc with mom........as always,more shitty drinks for me.......omg........i rather just take a bullet in my head.....that end my pain faster.......but "shit of the same ass,always smash together"......my top wisdom teeth that came out is hurting me right now...........i had a chance to took em out wheni first notice them but i didnt..........so regret that i didnt took that chance.......all these is not the worse...........i told the "sub doc"=(the real one who my insurance assign to is on vacation.).......about the headache i been having for the past few months,n he recomand me to take an xray pic of my head,just to see if i have brain cancer or not!!!lol.......i was like if this is super lotto i'll hella happy,but this??wtf??......anyway he cant make the decision.coz he's a sub..........sub ha sub ha!!so i'll have to wait for the real one return from vocation, n see wat he say...........but i'll be fine.........coz therez some fds still care aboutme want me to get well.......thank u all..........n those who dont give a shit.........nice knowing u!! | | |
| been sick for 4days already,missed 2 days of work,hope the boss wont fire me for this.....can hardly breath..choks all the time..........seems getting worse,when i woke up this morning,all my muscles n jionts r in pain,n a killer headache that last for days........coughing the whole day,it's like all my guts gonna cough out from my mouth or sth.......dont wanna die so early.......still alot of things i need to do.......alot i havent try..... will continue tmr, if i can still open my eyes in the morning | | |
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